So last week I was telling you about the 3yr old me who was chucking a big tanty… this week it’s my little Rebel! I’m not quite sure if she is 6 or 16 as she has spunk, but thinks she knows best so could go either way… 😉 FYI I did loose quite a bit of weight last week after my little tanty, so that was good, but now for the next demon…
So what am I on about? Well I’ve always felt like a little rebel, give me rules and I’m bound to bend them until someone snaps 😉 I don’t like rules, authority, regulations, policies, procedures, protocols etc etc etc… hence why being an entrepreneur suits me – my business, my rules! In fact if I don’t know why a rule exists it makes me want to break it even more! If it has a clear reason for its existence, I can be cool with it. (Laws for example – most of them make sense)
So whats this got to do with the protocol??? IT HAS LOTS OF RULES!!!! Most of them I understand & I thought it was a good thing, as I don’t have to think, I just have to stick to the list… but then the little Rebel raised her head… she is desperately wanting me to break my eating plan – oh how I really wanted to eat and avocado burger on the weekend!!!! But like I said I’m stubborn and I have a goal in mind. This didn’t stop me from playing within what I thought were the rules… I mixed me fruit servings together before asking if this was ok???? Eeeeeekkkkk ok, lets settle down, this isn’t life threatening, in fact I don’t think it made any difference, but I keep getting told its not allowed…. if someone could tell me why, I might be able to put her back in the cupboard. 😉 For now, she is pretty happy she got to bend a rule! 😉
At this rate if I keep talking about these younger versions of myself, someone might just put me in a facility… and it is school holidays so the rest would be welcomed hehehe, but I just wanted to touch base and let you know, I am all good, I have lost about 3.6kg and so far have resisted the urge to eat all the yummy things around me. And speaking of school holidays, those emotions rollers & citrus oils are getting a workout, keeping all moods high and light so no-one wants to kill anyone else. As well as a balance of activity day then rest day… So fun! Winter holidays are great for crafts. So of course I have a few on the go, if I finish any I will share with you.
This was my friends yummy lunch on Sunday… doesn’t it look good!!!! SOON, Alicen, soon…
Do you have a little Rebel inside you?
Chat soon,
Alicen xxx